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I've been down in the dumps lately. Especially today... I wasn't hired by the restaurant I've applied to. Sigh... just when I thought I'd have a chance to make my life better. Well if the depression keeps up I'll be in the writing mood for Yaya's Voice. I started writing it depressed... and I find a way to get in to that mind set whenever I write Yaya. I had a short chat with my best friend today. But I think she only came online because I wrote her a letter... well an email. Well I suppose it's my fault for depending on her to try and keep in touch, I have my reasons for not calling her instead just like she does. And... what am I trying to say?... I forgot, anyway it lightened my mood a bit. I'm still a self loathing idiot that has no self value. but... oddly chatting with her (although not enough) helps me feel better. (not that I have anyone else to chat with to compare.) I'm trying to plot my own novel. I'm no professional. I didn't take literature for college... i had one of the worst grammar scores back in high school. But I think I'll give it a shot away.
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I burned my left hand today. My left hand... my better typing hand... the one that types faster than my right. (This is a bad thing because I'm right handed...) but really! I type better with my left hand, most of the typing done by the right is done by the index and middle finger. I need typing training again. But it seems to work for me and although it's still kind of slow. I think this handicap works because when I type to fast I tend to have 10% more grammatical errors than when I type slowly. (My hands probably cant keep up with my brain sometimes. So I just have to slow down both.) Well ok, ummm after the burn... i think I treated it wrong. but it was only a 3-10 second contact with boiling water. It hurt a lot during the first 3 hours. but it's fine now. I just don't know if it'll swell up later. I've finished reading Book 1 and book 7 of J.Quinn's Bridgerton series. (I skipped because I liked Hyacinth. And I couldn't find book 2 ^^;;) Anyway I've learned a little about writing. It seems that I don't have to overly fill the gaps during conversations. as long as the conversation flow isn't confusing. I've got a lot more too learn if I'm really planning on writing a novel of my own. I haven't got formal literature training after all. I was just one of these people that have over active imaginations and the will to try and write them down. My High School teacher used to say I'm bad at writing, but I always seem to have something to tell. Then my College English teacher used to say that I could make women fall for my writings (if one ignored the wrong spelling and punctuations XD). I think It was a love letter that I showed her. A reviewer of mine from FF.net sent me a very long encouraging PM. (Thanks Syaoran Li Clow! ^^ I like this guy! He's my favorite reviewer. All my chapters don't seem complete if I don't hear from him.) We're almost email buddies... oh wait... correction... I'm not sure if he's a he... or she's a she... oh well ^^;; Maybe I'll ask him/her later. Of if You're reading this Syaoran!~ tell me. XD and good luck with your own stories. Oh yes! As soon as I uploaded this, I got a call for a job interview. It's tomorrow morning... I'm so nervous ~_~;; again. I can't really remember much of the recipes we've been thought. Just the most basics of basics, the important things and my favorite recipes... and they aren't the fancy ones. T_T;; I'm so dead. I don't mind not getting the job. I just hope i don't make a fool of myself. Currently writing: Plotting to Write: A suicide fanfic |
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I've posted my new story at my FF.net page. Strawberry Panic "No Longer Sixteen": Yaya’s will to see Hikari happy, despite her own feelings, has kept herself from forcing a kiss onto her best friend. Losing that chance Yaya never reveals her true feelings, even when they were to part. But fate has brought them together... again. I'm having trouble writing the next part of Yaya's voice. 1 because I'm feeling lazy to do one point... 2 because it's hard to write Amane right and more or less likable... and 3 because I seem to have the attention span of a bored dog. So whatever... I'll try to write it when i feel like it... while I'm waiting to feel like it I'll just have to write something else. |
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My best friend had invited me over to use livejournal instead of my old blog, thought I'd give it a try... it was a little disheartening when I learned someone had beaten me to my favorite online alias "Asakust" but that cant be helped I guess. Anyway I'm going try this LJ that I seem to hear a lot about. I've even dropped by the strawberry panic community too. It's still touch and go, im still trying to decipher what is what here too bad my slow net isn't much help. This would be a place for me to update or post my fanfics, which are mostly Strawberry Panic, (which are also posted in FF.net) and try to develop my original concept character Asaku_Aoki here on the side. Aside from that I rant from time to time, about how miserable and sad the world is... and all that pessimistic crap that never seems to get old for too long. XD |
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